Reblog this shit nigguh, its fuckin history lol. my names aaron and I dont give a fuck, thank you(:
Reblog this shit nigguh, its fuckin history lol. my names aaron and I dont give a fuck, thank you(:
5:02 A.M. Friday Dec. 23 2011 Log day one: Its early, I never went to sleep. I was playing xbox till two A.M. because im your nerd. I’m doing this because you told me months ago to write in a journel so I am. I dont know if I’ll do this nightly or just when i need to. But right now i need to. I started listening to music and a love song came on and i lost it. I’ve been crying for hours. Ive had day dreams, well nightmares about you commiting suicide. I’ve been begging God to fix it. Ive also been siting with a knife in my hand thinking about ending it. But i promised you 400 years and to never give up. I hate myself though. Im back with kassandra. She kinda reminds me of you. Ive been trying to fake like shes you but its not working. I LOVE YOU! I barely like her and its all just killing me. I wanna be with you but I dont wanna be so stressed and depressed again. Its not your fault its just I have so much to do and I always put you first. I just need you to be ok thats all I ever wanted you to have at least. I just wanted to make you ok, but i couldent. I knew you needed a professional help but i thought i could do it. But I couldent. But you are geting the help you need and so am I now. When you read this you will be completly Ok. But I really really hope you know i always ment it when i said your perfect, Your my everything and that I love you. I cant replace you so I’m going to hang in as long as I can and marry you. I miss you so much and you meen the world to me and all I ever wanted for you is to have a perfect life and I plan on giving it to you, Thank you for staying long enough to see this<3 Day 1…. You may be wondering. WHat the fuck is this? A long relationship with lots of probelms with the individuals and full of two loving caring people trying to fix eachother but ended badly. But After time this relationship began to return to a freindship after months of not talking. These two are now good freinds and plan on being together forever once more, yet the boy needs time because he has been emotionaly torn after his relationship with girl because of other girls so he is waiting to date his soul mate once again so can have theyre perfect life together. If you would like to know more about this couple follow mypage and i will tell there story from the start three years back and post large amounts on each section of theyre life in detail. Thanks to everybody! please follow this couples story<3
